My Spiritual Home

I feel blessed that I have memories and feelings from my original home. When I witness a sunrise or sunset the colours, shapes and textures fill me with awe and wonder. Of course you would have to multiply the experience by 1000 or so, it's literally out of this world. I understand that the clouds that surround our planet would normally be a dull greyish colour and it's the play of sunlight through the earth's atmosphere that gives the wonderful display we see during a sun rise or sun set. As the sunlight withdraws, the very same clouds return back to their greyish colour, albeit now somewhat darker. I feel that the clouds can represent all the mind led creations, the situations, and circumstances in our lives which are really quite illusionary as well as transitory. When the light of our hearts and souls shines through the very substance or matter of our lives, we actually see and feel the true splendour of everything and everyone including ourselves, which is not an illusion but the true nature of reality.

From the perspective of my true home it is very easy to realize that everything is made up or comes from light. The light has a harmonious sound to it, the most delicious taste, the most delicate uplifting perfume, soothing textures and colours way beyond the beauty of normal human vision. The feelings of pure love, truth, beauty, trust, peace, harmony and a reverence for god ultimately combine into a feeling of being all one: "THE ONENESS" and total UNITY.

From this wonderful realm individual aspects or expressions of love are but concepts or even muses, you see everything is all one. My soul's sole purpose is for my spiritual self to experience all the individual aspects of love. When these aspects are experienced in a certain manner it shows up in the light of my spiritual body. The colours (vibrational frequency) thus obtained empower my spirit onward to even more beautiful realms. As a by-product, the realms in which I experience the individual aspects of love undergo healing as well.

The realm where it is possible for me to experience individual aspects of love will need to be a place where separation is achievable (even though it will still be an illusion). It will have to be a place of polarity of opposites, a place of relativity; the earth is just such a place. Here most things are made up by trinities: physical, non-physical and meta-physical; Quarks come in threes; Neutrons-protons-electrons making up our atomic structure; length-breadth-depth; the unconscious, conscious and super-conscious; and the father, son and Holy Ghost are just a few. So here on the earth I am a three part being, MIND-BODY-SOUL which kind of fits into the non-physical, physical, meta-physical trinity.

It also helps to realize that this realm of relativity or atomic structure is full of holes, so to speak, and that there is lots of empty space within it. Of course there is no such thing as empty space as something is always there. From a spiritual point of view I could call this soul and spirit. A physicist might call it Dark Matter and Dark energy; dark only because the naked eye cannot see it. It is very interesting that atomic matter (everything we know physically) only accounts for 4% of the energy that is there. The remaining 96% splits into dark energy and dark matter. The point of mentioning all this is to realize that the earth realm of relativity is surrounded and interpenetrated by that of other realms of reality, to which we have access from within our minds and bodies. All these different realms are just the energy of the oneness vibrating or tuned at different frequencies. Our souls can orchestrate and conduct themselves at will through these realms.

So I get to choose the conditions and the probabilities that will create the circumstances in my life as well as the relationships along with probable outcome. All this is tuned to give my soul the experience it desires, mainly the feeling of its own divinity and the ability to express unconditional love through the mind and body.